I am at my mom’s; they just left to go on a camping trip for a couple of days and I am packing up my bedroom so I can leave on my trip. I find myself just standing here, staring at my belongings spread out on the bed. Some of it’s going with me, some of it to Tennessee some of it out to storage. My life is spread out on the bed, the next couple of months can fit on a queen bed and I’m splitting that into three smaller categories!
My life has changed so very much since I left Idaho and is about to change again, I’m truly leaving my old life behind and jumping off from the safety of my mothers house into the unknown to, for the first time, truly rely on myself. It’s a big deal, it feels like very significant and poignant moment, like I’m standing on the edge of a cliff looking out at the ocean on a bright and sunny day. I am scared of the unknown and sad from the losses and excited about the future.
With God all things are possible.
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