Life as I knew it changed as I sat in the alone in the middle of the night learning my relationship of 13 years had been over for a long, long time. I had believed I was with the person to spend the rest of my life with and was crushed to learn differently.
In the following days I moved back to Oregon, to stay with my mom and to get my head back above water.
I’ve never experienced major grief so my goal the first couple of weeks was to just trust my way through and allow whatever surfaced to just be there. What happened during these weeks still seems amazing to me.
Amidst the darkness were the usual suspects: sadness, anger, tears and pain and, they were crushingly overwhelming. But there were other things too, an underlying positiveness, a deep-seated strength and hope, which I hadn’t felt in years.
...And a message that kept creeping in...“Now is the time, now is the time to be free, go be...whoever you really are.”
So begins my journey...
come with me if you like.
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